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the cruel silence of my heartI miss it. I miss my heart beats. It's been a while since I last heard the beat of my heart.  
I remember how I used to hate the voice. It was so unnerving. I remember how I hoped it would go away. I didn't understand what I was wishing for. One day it went away, my heart beats. I remember how I cried when I was left alone without blood rushing through my blood-vessels. I cried a year. I was desperate and i still am.  Then I wanted to find the cure but broken heart is one of the most difficult things to repair. I searched for it. I searched everywhere. My heart never started to beat again  I gave up but I haven't lost my hope. the cruel silence of my heart
in Other on 5/20/08
A poem for two of my friendsToday I came to school,  I was really happy, for seeing you again.  How ever my joy became sadness  when I noticed this:  You, my two good friends,  who I waited to see  had now become enemies.  Other one of you was sad  other didn't care  and I was dragged in the middle of the battlefield.  I realised I wasn't the only victim of your cold war,  my other friend had also been forced between.   
So my dear friends; You had better understand.  This is not only between you two.  It hurts our feelings too.  Please make a peace!  I can't stand this anymore A poem for two of my friends
in Open on 4/8/08
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in Miscellaneous on 2/3/08
The lost moonI shouldn't complain.  many people die  so there is worse problems than my broken heart  but the love I lost was big  like a shining moon.  I was dazed by it's brightness  and tried to catch it too  
but like everyone knows  it's impossiple to do.  It seems to be near  but for real  
it's millions miles from here.   
One day my moon disappeared.  
It left me so alone.  I was blinded by the gone moon.  I couldn't see the stars anymore  but there they still are  waiting for me   to get my vision back  and forget the deep blackhole  &nbs The lost moon
in Open on 2/3/08
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Movie stars and no glamour

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 30, 2008, 8:42 AM
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: a song I made
  • Reading: galenos
  • Watching: computers screen
  • Playing: with you
  • Eating: strawberries
  • Drinking: milk
Today I was assisting in a film called Kielletty hedelmä. It was quite cool to see how the films are really done, and I have to admit it's not glamorous. Think about a scene where people walk for maybe 15 seconds. Have you ever tought that filming it has taken about 2 hours? So it's not like the actors are just saying the lines few times and it takes just 30 seconds. In reality it takes hours. I think it was a really cool experience to really see how things work. And maybe.. (big maybe) I will be in the film for 2 seconds :D.
I went there alone because none of my friends could come but I was really happy about it. Because I met a boy. :) He's really cute. We chatted the whole day and ate together. He was there alone too. :D I'm really really happy I met him. He was so great. :heart:

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  • Interests: manga, anime, cosplay and drawing
  • Favourite band or musician: bob marley
  • Favourite genre of music: raggae, rock, punk, J-pop, J-rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Juha Vuorinen

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~Away-From-Me:iconAway-From-Me: Jul 6, 2008, 9:16:11 AM
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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~IslamzReviver:iconIslamzReviver: Jul 2, 2008, 4:09:44 AM Mood: Joy
thank you so much for the fave and the add and for the comment :D
...off to check out your gallery :D

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Rough diamonds may sometimes be mistaken for worthless pebbles" thomas browne....

~I am in danger of never falling in love with a "real" guy... I've lost my heart to fictional characters and there's no returning it~
~professional-geek:iconprofessional-geek: Mar 31, 2008, 11:01:17 AM
Thanks for the watch :)

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~BellaPotter:iconBellaPotter: Mar 30, 2008, 12:13:11 PM
Thanks for the :+fave:

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I will be everything that I want to be. I am confidence and insecurity. I am a voice that's waiting to be heard. I am the shot---bang!---you heard around the world. I'm a one-girl revolution.
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!jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:33:27 AMFlagged as spam
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Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~mussemau:iconmussemau: Nov 9, 2007, 1:06:29 PM
lol! Now I notice all comments here... yeah I always forget to check these comments. anyway... Yo!
and yes I photograph :) atleast I did but now our camera is not working or something. :(

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~reflectionsofself:iconreflectionsofself: Oct 31, 2007, 4:25:02 PM
Thanks, glad to be here.

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~CherubJibril:iconCherubJibril: Oct 18, 2007, 9:54:36 AM
Hi my friend. ^-^
I just want to say hello, so ... HELLO! *hug*
How are you?

Have a nice day.

Claudia
~aurrathefirecharmer:iconaurrathefirecharmer: Oct 18, 2007, 5:46:25 AM
thanks for the fav.! ^-^

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~Benny27:iconBenny27: Oct 9, 2007, 7:38:57 AM
damn it! My pc is fucked up :P
~Benny27:iconBenny27: Oct 9, 2007, 7:38:21 AM
Hey and thanx for the watch, mate!
~Benny27:iconBenny27: Oct 9, 2007, 7:37:25 AM
Hey and thanx for the watch, mate!
~Benny27:iconBenny27: Oct 9, 2007, 7:36:33 AM
Thanx for the fav! I think this picture is rather ugly, but it's very important to me. you know the meaning behind it and stuff.
~bullborgnine:iconbullborgnine: Sep 29, 2007, 1:44:12 PM
Very cute avatar!^^
~soahkd:iconsoahkd: Sep 9, 2007, 11:14:15 AM
yo!
aint spoken to you in aages. lol
i see you've got into photography :)
so yeah!
x

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You are not. :slow:
*Jaded-Jezebel:iconJaded-Jezebel: Aug 15, 2007, 9:46:29 AM
fank oo fur ze fave!! :hug:

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~Barbicaty:iconBarbicaty: Jul 11, 2007, 9:30:11 AM
Thanks for the :+fav::hug:!!!

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"I was born to walk alone" :invisible: ....
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~mussemau:iconmussemau: Jul 6, 2007, 2:24:28 AM
you're welcome my honey :hug:

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~finska-idiotka:iconfinska-idiotka: Jul 2, 2007, 6:29:52 AM
thank you for the fav and watch, my sweet :hug:

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~Meca-san:iconMeca-san: Jul 1, 2007, 7:42:48 AM
Thanks for the :+fav: and the watch :D! :glomp:
~lazljiva:iconlazljiva: Jun 19, 2007, 6:42:16 AM
Thx for the :+fav: and watch :hug:

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~CherubJibril:iconCherubJibril: Jun 16, 2007, 2:05:40 PM
Oh thank you sooo much for the fav of "Want to be hugged". *hug*

Have a nice day.

Claudia
~VampyreAngel87:iconVampyreAngel87: Jun 1, 2007, 1:15:15 PM
thanks for the fav and watch! :D

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~mussemau:iconmussemau: May 22, 2007, 9:18:48 AM
thanks!!! ^^ *hug* :hug:

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